[thurs.]

after the week i've had
those measurements from my last post
most likely went up like 2 in each
ugh
my period better be here soon!

i'm sipping on some pom tea right now
hope that'll help me start the day off right
i can't believe how much i ate
it's so embarassing
especially when you're own mother
asks you if you're prego because of how much you eat
yikes

anyway
i'll prob have some apples today
i'm trying to ween off the junk
doesn't help when my mom baked an
insanely delicious apple pie



i have a headache
i'm so sick of waking up and having a constant headache
i'm working til 8 tonight
then i just wanna chill out
not sure what i'll do for halloween
prob just go to a bar
and likely not drinking
cuz i cannot handle a hangover anymore
who gets a hangover after ONE drink
when i hydrate and everything
i even resort to eating just to get something in my stomach
because i'm that scared of how bad my hangover will be the next day
pathetic
i must have some allergy or something
go figure
that would be my luck!

[tues.]

i will not eat
i will not eat
i will not eat

wed-fri

do it!

update:
wed.=amazing
thurs.=complete & utter fail
fri.=going strong

[thurs.]

october already?!
i miss summer
the summer i got jipped of
i don't remember a truly hot day
i def don't remember a truly hot night
those are what summer memories are made of
ugh

[halloween]
 that is only 30 days away!

so this is my agenda for the day
only problem is
i've only found things to keep myself occupied
until around 3 p.m.
& then i have a gap til i meet my friends for dinner...
6:45 a.m.--dorito binge...ugh :[
[x] 8a.m.--coffee!
[x] 8:30--walk doggies
[x] 9a.m.--bake cupcakes
[x] 9:30--wash dishes
[x] 10a.m.--shower
[x] 11:30--SF hot chocolate!
[x] 12p.m.--oatmeal & omelet
[x] 1:15--laundry
[x] 2pm--exercise
[] 2:30--nap??
[x] 3pm--re-write bib
[x] 3:30--popsicle and/or tea
5pm--lots & lots of doritos :[
[] 9:30--sushi

def too many calories today :[